suffer tree
2005-07-03 @ 11:50 p.m.

During the past week so much of my thoughts have been erased & replaced. Iím in a new mindset now. & I can say that Iím glad for that. Iím glad for the fact that Iíve broken out of that state that constantly consumed me. The state that takes over my mind until I cannot control what I do anymore. Itís embarrassing really.

I hate how people can be so thoughtless as not to care about what would happen to somebody you love, for their own Ďhappinessí. It hurts & pisses me off. But this really does show me who truly cares about me.

Some people like to pretend that they care. I cannot understand this. Why would I even care if they care or not when what they think has never mattered & will never matter?

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