The problems I have right now, are just ones I've created in my mind that haven't become anything yet. And the medication sinks me into depression. But I am trying my hardest to avoid any feelings at all. I am creating worries for myself that were never an issue with me before. Things like gaining weight or looking ugly, losing the people closest to me, not being able to reach my goals, failing school, and trying to cope with all of that at the same time overwhelmes me. In fact I almost cried I was so worried.