I just want to ask you how you would feel if you suddenly found out, that within a week, everybody you knew stopped caring about you. All your "friends, loves, and family" just stopped. How the hell would you feel? & you know what I think you'd say? Nothing, because you don't know. Nobody cares or feels anything about or for me anymore. In every day more & more people just stop. From months ago it's been working & it all hits you in a week. When you think about that, then come & ask me why I'm so upset. You'll probably get a different answer. I'm sick of people pretending, I'm sick of having to pretend. I'm done, & I want nothing more than for my time to expire.
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