for Merrissa
2006-06-29 @ 5:31P

Are you going to be my friend or not? There are so many moments when I can't tell if you're pushing me away or being honest with me & I hate it. I want to be your friend but you don't seem to want to let me in the way I need to be. I know you appreciate the talks & time we spend together - so why don't you want more of it? I do. I haven't been able to open up to anyone for over six months now & I'm worried I may never again the same way I once had. When you're so close to love, I don't want to see you making changes & mistakes, I know what it's like & will not see you burned like everyone else.

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