2006-12-11 @ 5:55P

I'm so sick of crying. I wish I could just not have any of the feelings anymore because the suffering & stress & pain this is all causing me doesn't feel like it will ever be worth whatever is suppose to come in the end of it all. I really do feel like I have strained through that much that basically nothing can make up for the damage that has been done. It hurts more than anything & I want it to be over.

previous - next