I'm trying to decide a form of punishment for myself as the result of my bad behavior for the past couple of months. Nobody has found out about it & I'm grateful for that but I did the wrong thing & there have been countless nights of me passing out alone from being illegal & nobody is there to check up on me. Bottom line - I need to start caring about my well being & the fact that some nights I might not wake up from & if anyone were to come in & find me like that I'm sure they would not feel for me the same way.
I haven't seen the sun for so long. Why do I always find it easier to write entries when it's raining.
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