I have plans later today &am really hoping it doesn't rain. The rain reminds me of everything I can no longer have. After spending most of yesterday doing things for myself, I realized how much I need that "me" time in order to reflect on things which will help me to make easier decisions in the future. I woke up yesterday afternoon with an aching stomach/sternum. It is difficult to move without pain & I cannot inhale deep breaths or stretch easily. So I finally took a recommended dosage of pain killers &I hope it will work for the night.

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