Boom boom
2006-05-19 @ 12:00P

I saw a doctor this morning &they basically told me that I would look like shit for the rest of my life. I've never actually believed that I'm ugly but to hear it from someone made me feel differently.
I never have been completely secure or content in anyway with myself &the way I look. But I've never felt so insulted in an area that I thought I could receive help in. This doctor told me I would have to live with a condition I would rather not know I have for the rest of my life. &it's all determined by genetics. So I'm now dealing with more meds. Hopefully with time I will change but to take three different medications for the rest of my life is a painful thought. All to be beautiful.

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