Forest. Fantasy. Freedom.
2006-03-25 @ 11:06 a.m.

What would it be like if we were to come together? You & I-in an instant is different than a day together or a week, or month, or a year even. I don't want to be with you but I don't know how to stop from smiling or teasing you about it. I know that makes you like me more-so how do I learn to stop? It's not a matter of control it's a matter of pain. I don't want to be hurt again & if I spend time with you, I know I will be. So therefore, I simply cannot date you. Although it is my own choice I know I wouldn't be able to handle hanging around with my ex boyfriend with you nearby. I don't want to be hurt anymore, but I do want to be loved. So what do I do now?

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