One week
2005-12-13 @ 12:20 p.m.

I thought my life was bad before but now that I'm numb--& all the love is gone-I feel I'm dying. Without them it would seem as if I would be able to sort out my priorities-but it's the exact opposite of what I've been hoping for & when I look in the mirror I see exactly what I hoped I would never go back to being. I can't help but wonder if what you had felt for me was only lust. I had hoped it was love & I tried to believe you, but how can I if you were so willing to let me go...Without another chance.

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