Brave ?
2005-05-12 @ 11:26 p.m.

I wish I could straighten myself out & want something more than just to be safe. I never feel safe enough to be more than comfortable. Always looking over my shoulder, trying to keep myself ready for anything. I wouldn't call it fear, because it's not. I'm just not secure enough with myself or the people around me. So it's more of a trust issue. Should people be protecting me? And trying for my trust? Or should I be the one to protect them? Therefore continuing the loop as to why I feel unsafe.
What more could I want?

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