2005-03-17 @ 5:46 p.m.

Yeah, I know I hide things a bit too much. But deep down I have an extreme desire to share everything with you. All the issues of my past that fuc*ed me up today, everything I'm thinking when I cannot sleep at nights, and my ideas of who I am today and what I want to be. I'm the only one I can't picture a future for, and I don't mind that, but something is holding me back from just coming out and telling them what I really want and what I'm thinking. And what that thing is, I'm too embarrassed to say because I would give it all away if you were ever to read this. And that's not something I want to be interrogated about. Honestly.

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