2005-03-22 @ 10:13 p.m.

Sometimes I have days, like today, when nothing seems to go right for me. And it's days like this that I can find out what I live for. Because if I didn't know I'd be dead, lying in a gutter somewhere. And my reason for that is regret. I'm alive for _____, well, if I bet on my life right now I'm not so sure I could win, and that's how numb I am. There is no feeling until the things you love screw up and slap you in the face. ((when push comes to shove)) But for me, that pain doesn't last.

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