2005-01-31 @ 4:46 p.m.

Your words were harsh but I am willing to forgive you for it. And I will never forget it. This will turn out alright in the end, even if we have no idea what that end will be. We could control it now if we wanted to. I would, (& do) but where it is you stand I do not know.
Sometimes, I'll think things about people-mean, nasty things. And just when those thoughts start to get more harsh before I can argue with myself-I'll tell myself not to think such things as if someone can enter my mind at will and gossip about what I've been thinking. I dismiss it before I can even make judgement-almost instantly if not immediately. Out of paranoia of what other people would think. And that is not the way I really want to be.

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