Whatever this means
2005-01-31 @ 2:21 p.m.

I always do this you know. Get almost completely lost in the moment-then retract. I regret it every time and I could smack myself now. I'm sorry for being myself today. Not. Get used to it you'll be seeing more of it very shortly. Nevertheless I had a great time and enjoyed it very much. (Even if it didn't seem so at the time.) Anytime we spend together I do-last night was no exception. No matter what happened-setting the things that were said aside for now so that they will not contaminate my brain later. The endings are always the best. Especially the ones when you get what was planned-where you wanted it. Even if the way coming to wasn't at all what you had expected. It would still be worth all of the work.

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