Nine days. Countdown will continue.
The second time I met you Ella Sue; I knew you were different, & i knew you were special. I want to be like you: special, & appreciated, but i don`t know if i can give them what they need. i`m unsure that i can take care of them once i grow up.
It feels like i haven`t even waited that long & now in eight days...
my thoughts don`t make much sense anymore. nobody knows what i`m saying. & i wonder if any of them still remembered me but alas they always do. They always do.