I have no idea how I continue to remain your friend sometimes. You never listen to what I have to say unless it's about you. You're so selfish & self centered it's disgusting and repulsive to me. I don't want to be around you anymore. You never care about me. You only do what you think is right at the exact second something comes up. I'm not going to give you sympathy anymore. I don't care if you think you have a hard life. I've tried to be your friend through this but you never appreciate me. I'm sick of it. I've been treated badly by almost every guy I've met and you think I compare nothing to you? Well I can compare myself to you now: you've never been bulimic because of your boyfriend, you've never purposely injured yourself because of your boyfriend, you've never truly been cheated on, you've never done drugs or had sex or even gotten drunk, you've never cried yourself to sleep at night because you know you'll never be good enough for the one guy that actually cares for you. & I'll never have to deal with the things you deal with but I still have the right to feel how I want. & if you don't want to be my friend - fine. I don't need friends anyway. I'm honestly sick of having to call people and gossip about whatever. I don't care what you're feeling because I was trying to go through it with you but you'll never understand me. You have no idea what it's like to completely and utterly love something with everything you have. Because all you can offer is a fucking asshole for some guy to put his dick in. I am giving up. Stop calling me and telling me what you're doing. I don't need it - and I don't need you.