I pour out my heart & soul to somebody I barely know.
I did it twice. & once I cried, the second time - I laughed (& so did they).
This diary used to help me figure out myself & what my feelings meant. Now it's more of a blog & things are screaming loud & clear.
If he wasn't so happy now... I swear I'd still have a chance.
Disclaimer
It is your choice whether or not to read this diary. The most I can ask is that you do not question me about it - I would rather not know if you have been reading it at all or even how you came to find it. Everything I have posted in this diary is what I had been thinking at the exact time I posted it. This diary is for me personally, and me alone. If I have written something you dislike: stop reading.
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Disbelief
