I was planning on writing an entry on the issues in the USA today but now that I've got a blank page in front of me I'm changing my mind. For the past week or so I've felt as if I'm ready to legt go & start a relationship with someone new - &then I go out & do something that ends up making my heart skip beats & my mind foggy &I can only think about one person & how badly I must have hurt him. I don't know what to do & just thinking about it gets me teary eyed. I've never missed anyone so much.
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