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.i.could.see.the.stars.tonight.
2006-09-10 @ 10:11 p.m.


...then they were gone.
sarah{i had no idea i'd ever last this long} says:
how was your weekend?
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
worked urs??
sarah{i had no idea i'd ever last this long} says:
not very good
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
wut happened
sarah{i had no idea i'd ever last this long} says:
i just had to babysit &i rly hate kids &am prolly gunna have to again sometime soon... &most of my plans got cancelled. my "friend" is being a bitch to me &i feel like a huge idiot for still wanting my ex bf back
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
awww (K) cheek
sarah{i had no idea i'd ever last this long} says:
:(
sarah{i had no idea i'd ever last this long} says:
i don't even know what i'm living for anymore
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
dont say that
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
dont ever say that
sarah{i had no idea i'd ever last this long} says
well it's true caleb like i seriously don't know why i even bother having any hope at all
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
cause there always somthin to push for and hold onto evan if its not clear wut a new day will come and wen it does ull be glad u fought through
sarah{i had no idea i'd ever last this long} says:
it feels like i've been waiting forever
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
hold on
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
just take my hand and dont u let go of it wen ever u feel sad or wen ever ur hurtin or feelin this way u come on here and talk to me evan if im not on u rite me and email tell me everythin ur feelin ok
sarah{i had no idea i'd ever last this long} says:
..ok.
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
cause ill always be here for u to talk to
sarah{i had no idea i'd ever last this long} says:
i hate it when friends say that &never listen when you need them to
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
im listnen
sarah{i had no idea i'd ever last this long} says:
you make me think so but i have no idea if you acutally want to.. or care
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
i care
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
if i didnt care i wouldnt evan bother tellin u to me id be like she lives on the other side of canada wut should i care
sarah{i had no idea i'd ever last this long} says:
i just don't want to suffer anymore
Hold ur head high, dont look down, im by ur side, wont back down, u wanted a hero tonight says:
just keep talkin to me hun
sarah{i had no idea i'd ever last this long} says:
idk what else to say

&in the next room I've got my music cranked &the fan spinning on the highest level - so that they won't hear me crying.

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