&i spent three hours on myself today. doing everything i could to try & cover up myself. & i thought you might actually think i'm pretty with thick layers of makeup caked on & jewelry so sharp it could cut through my skin. all because i thought that's what you liked. but you won't see these pictures anyway. & even if you did the chances you want me as more than a friend are still slim to none.
i'm hating being alone right now.
& with my luck he probably didn't read the entry & never will.

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