So the shaking continues, every night, except it's not the temperature anymore. If only I could feel some simple kind of relief of just knowing. Because even that would be good enough for me. Why does it seem to be so confusing & difficult when yet, thousands around me are doing or have done the same thing? So why then is it such a big deal for me? I don't have anything to desire anymore.
Disclaimer
It is your choice whether or not to read this diary. The most I can ask is that you do not question me about it - I would rather not know if you have been reading it at all or even how you came to find it. Everything I have posted in this diary is what I had been thinking at the exact time I posted it. This diary is for me personally, and me alone. If I have written something you dislike: stop reading.
