Tonight, I actually wonder if I've ever felt this cold. Sure there were days when I was so numb I didn't feel a thing. But that was different. I feel cold on the inside, & it's one of those feelings not even hot chocolate can fix. It's cold & dead & probably the reason I cannot stop shaking. Right now I just want to dream it away. If only this were something you could buy.
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