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suffer tree
2005-07-03 @ 11:50 p.m.


During the past week so much of my thoughts have been erased & replaced. I�m in a new mindset now. & I can say that I�m glad for that. I�m glad for the fact that I�ve broken out of that state that constantly consumed me. The state that takes over my mind until I cannot control what I do anymore. It�s embarrassing really.

I hate how people can be so thoughtless as not to care about what would happen to somebody you love, for their own �happiness�. It hurts & pisses me off. But this really does show me who truly cares about me.

Some people like to pretend that they care. I cannot understand this. Why would I even care if they care or not when what they think has never mattered & will never matter?

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