During the past week so much of my thoughts have been erased & replaced. I’m in a new mindset now. & I can say that I’m glad for that. I’m glad for the fact that I’ve broken out of that state that constantly consumed me. The state that takes over my mind until I cannot control what I do anymore. It’s embarrassing really.

I hate how people can be so thoughtless as not to care about what would happen to somebody you love, for their own ‘happiness’. It hurts & pisses me off. But this really does show me who truly cares about me.

Some people like to pretend that they care. I cannot understand this. Why would I even care if they care or not when what they think has never mattered & will never matter?