2005-02-22 @ 10:49 p.m.
I don't, honestly, I don't know how many times
"sorry" can make up for this. Everytime, same problem, same occurance, same solution. This is only logical. I'm
trying to trust you more and you
leave me behind. I don't know
what you're thinking right now, and I'm not sure I
want to. The sad truth
disgusts me. And I want the next time (if there even is one) to be different.
My head aches every time I think about what happened today. I picture it in my mind and
pray to God it doesn't happen again. I've been hurt this way before, same technique. And I'm trying to give you the benefit of the doubt. Don't blow your last chance. Because
this is the
last time I'll forgive you. You
know who I am, yet you
continue to expect
way too much from me. I've warned you already. Thrice. That's how many times you've tortured me. That's how many times you've screwed up. And I'm telling you now that's all I can take.
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