2005-02-22 @ 10:49 p.m.
I don't, honestly, I don't know how many times "sorry"
can make up for this. Everytime, same problem, same occurance, same solution. This is only logical. I'm trying
to trust you more and you leave me behind
. I don't know what
you're thinking right now, and I'm not sure I want
to. The sad truth disgusts
me. And I want the next time (if there even is one) to be different.
My head aches every time I think about what happened today. I picture it in my mind and pray to God
it doesn't happen again. I've been hurt this way before, same technique. And I'm trying to give you the benefit of the doubt. Don't blow your last chance. Because this is
the last time
I'll forgive you. You know
who I am, yet you continue
to expect way
too much from me. I've warned you already. Thrice. That's how many times you've tortured me. That's how many times you've screwed up. And I'm telling you now that's all I can take.
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