2005-01-06 @ 5:21 p.m.
Some days I just have so
much work to do I have no idea where to even start in order to get it done. So even at the end of the day, I still
feel like I've accomplished nothing. I'm not always in the right mind (around you). Then that's how my goals are thrown out the window. I'm actually quite a driven person and I have a lot
of willpower-I just really
have to want something. To seek it more than anything
, and I don't feel that way about my work right now. My real
"work" is myself & you. I am my top priority combined with the (real) "work". That
has been the only thing
on my mind for the last while (at least since the countdown) I see
the issues laid before me, I know
how to resolve them but I just can't
and I don't know why.
This is grinding
on my mental well-being.
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